the elephant online (cause we aren’t in a room)

Domain names have changed and homes have moved. Life happens and life changes. I’ve heard from many of you that you’ve been waiting for me to be authentic; I’ve also heard thru many grape vines that you want to know “what’s going on” and “if everything is okay”. I appreciate that you care.

Splitting isn’t easy; it’s fresh + it’s raw; there are good days and there are tough days and lots of tears in between. And there are more beautiful people in this world than I even knew existed. People care and they genuinely only want the very best for all of us; the Universe listens to us and only wants what we want….happyness.

While at first i thought it might be strange to blog about my new reality, i feel more moved to be real with you because it is what is real with me…and by being real now, means you can join me in the journey that lies ahead! I want you to know that I’m embarking upon unknown territory with only a heart as a compass. My wish is that when we bump into each other on the street or at a coffee shop, it doesn’t need to be wierd – we don’t need to pause in awkward silence but instead embrace for the sweet love of today. Afterall, I hope your heart is your compass too!

What has kept me moving forward during this time…

+ Family is love; my Bro is my backbeat.
+ Green juice fuels my soul + my body. I’m drinkin’ lots of it.
+ Endorphins are my temple and my crack.  I’m addicted.
+ YogaYogaYoga. Gettin’ my downdog on is keeping me grounded.
+ LoveLoveLove. I’m pourin’ it out + pourin’ it on, always.
+ My Girlfriends make my world go ’round. Never ever ever underestimate the power in being a remarkable girlfriend. I’ve learned a lifetime of friendship lessons in 2months.
+ Crying is the new norm because I’m learning about being emotionally aware enough to want to release tears from my heart. Note: i have been known to break down on my mat as well. Location doesn’t matter!

Life will go on….my love for him will never dwindle; he is an amazing man who i simply was not meant to be with for the rest of my life and who will do great things with his life. He knows I have a lifetime of adoration + respect for him. Your questions/concerns/love can be poured onto new seeds of fresh possibility.

LoveLove,
xo